"victim ?"

Easy they come, easy they go

I jump from the train, I ride off alone

I never grew up, it's getting so old

Help me hold onto you

I've been the archer

I've been the prey

Who could ever leave me, darling?

But who could stay?

-the archer- taylor's song

the song its so relate in some people

are you still here? hows your feeling the "victims" of heartache made by yourself? are you still remember about the good moments with him/her/ yourself? i think It's absolutely normal to miss those times and feel a little lost when they're not there anymore. 

we as "victims" or maybe "pelaku" must also always remember where, when, or even the crazy efforts we make sometimes the results are not that crazy. 

and now maybe the results are already looking bad, we don't know if the process is wrong or if it's from ourselves that's wrong, 

I'm still happy with the butterfly era is ending the opponent has left the battlefield, I've been trying from morning to morning again to understand the end is still crying, what the hell. 

so this is me who feels lonely, not lonely in the sense of loneliness because I'm not surrounded by good people, but that's it. still have friends but not as happy as before. I don't know either. 

sometimes I feel lonely too, not because the butterfly era is over, no, it could be because the era of old friends has run out, especially friends who go away. I think it's worse than the butterfly era is over. like what? always talk together about whatever problems we also really trust at that time and they must also share or give balanced mutualism, so we also both hold their respective ace cards, but now?. i don't know. still the final answer definitely is "I ride off alone" :)