My hands shake >>

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Flashback when you met me

Your buzzcut and my hair bleached

Even in my worst times

You could see the best of me

Flashback to my mistakes

My rebounds, my earthquakes

Even in my worst lies

You saw the truth in me...

My hands shake, I can't explain this ah, ha, ha, ha

Say my name and everything just stops

I don't want you like a best friend...-Taylor swift's song

this is a stupid things in my life, but i like it, yes i falling in love with stranger:)

the date and the time is disguise

how's he make me fall?

Since 3 October 2017 ago

we meet at school when we make a circle for group discussion. how do you feel stranger catch eyes with you? definitely you feel that! yeah at that time i also felt it. when i saw he, he make condition is a normal. he make me confused, am i like weird or stupid person? its a suck moment

days 2 i look him with masker, i think he is handsome like a several boys but the way its different. okay enough i just like it, not fall!

31 December 2018

i meet him at some event in school, and from that i know his face (CUBBY BUNNY:)) we had time to chit chat and enjoy the event together, and he taught me how to play games, yeah you now i'm poor guy in the game, but he still taught me about that. yeah finally i can do that, although he must scream like a stupid guy in there (AYOO KAMU BISA RAAA!!! GO!! GO!! :)), and in the last event i feel he .... to me on the spot and i still keep the picture until now:)

21 January 2019

WE MEET AGAIN! i think this is God's plan :) yeah still at some event in the school for prepare Olympic event we being staff in organization. here we have a lot chit chat although that is not healthy for my heart lol. (i think this moment is really important and secret) the point is he always make me falling for every time every day from the little het sweet act damn!!

11 June 2019

its our graduation time, actually i wanna confess with him but there are some things that decided me not to confess. The End... (actually there are some moment with him but if i talk here i think its very clear)

and i still remember about him is 

he never like dirty place

he good at all subject

he knows where to focus or joke

i think he has plan for his future

but i know we are not same from another side

and i really hope you can find best partner on your life

and i also find some guy in my life like your behaviour.

I think falling in love with stranger and he sometimes never give me feedback its not bad, from that i learn how to choose good partner in our life and from that i get moral message "don't be stupid guy if you're just friends and nothing more, sometimes if we have a relationship there is also one of them like the devil" 

LOVE YOURSELF IS NUMBER ONE:)


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