diary zaman

  i haven't intro music for this topic, so how's your opinion about independent woman or independent girl? i think we often meet like this in this era, who doesn't want to be a woman who is independent and has character? definitely i said "I AM!" be know being an independent person is a difficult journey, we must try hard and sometimes, if we don't continue with our self-belief, it can feel like the whole world is against us. but that's where the magic happens! In those moments of doubt and struggle, we find our true strength.  and be independent person is choosing, you want you must do that. but sometime we as girl or woman definitely get bad opinion about be independent, several guy feels pushed aside or feel unable to equalize themselves, is it fair?  we as girl want handle our self, we can! but sometimes independent women still need a relationship, but there must be "MUTUALISM", we as independent women also need validation in the form of affe...

it's such a beautiful day why are you so blue? hey it's been too long that you shut your heart out well i know it's true - Coldiac song "so, how?" several people if they get some question like that maybe just talk abt "cerita hari ini" but now i want talk about "grateful for everything" yeah, we know that "bersyukur" some people definitely  have wishes want to be rich, clear from any trouble, get a support system or the simplest is being able to control ourself anything can be a wishes but anything is also not our destiny sometime i think, how god compile my life?, i always try but that is not my own isn't fair? even some people want not that but they can get it, without effort okey that is the meaning of destiny. when you get without or with effort you definitely get it. everything have been controlled, everything have been compile, everything that because God is a KING OF OUR LIFE! we can handle but we cant change, yeah maybe ju...

Flashback when you met me Your buzzcut and my hair bleached Even in my worst times You could see the best of me Flashback to my mistakes My rebounds, my earthquakes Even in my worst lies You saw the truth in me... My hands shake, I can't explain this ah, ha, ha, ha Say my name and everything just stops I don't want you like a best friend...-Taylor swift's song this is a stupid things in my life, but i like it, yes i falling in love with stranger:) the date and the time is disguise how's he make me fall? Since 3 October 2017 ago we meet at school when we make a circle for group discussion. how do you feel stranger catch eyes with you? definitely you feel that! yeah at that time i also felt it. when i saw he, he make condition is a normal. he make me confused, am i like weird or stupid person? its a suck moment days 2 i look him with masker, i think he is handsome like a several boys but the way its different. okay enough i just like it, not fall! 31 December 2018 i meet ...

Long live the walls we crashed through How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you I was screaming, "Long live all the magic we made" And bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid Long live all the mountains we moved I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you I was screaming, "Long live that look on your face" And bring on all the pretenders One day we will be remembered   - Taylor swift's song if i talk about friend in my life, do i have to be good at choosing friends? why? why should we choose our friends?  actually i cannot answer the question, its very difficult to find a good answer, only ourselves and those around of us can answer it. yes, i got it  when i find little zahra and her friends, we named "sparkling generation" its really old but have a lot memories. do you remember? when we met at the mosque to open "ppdb" event, from there we left with our parents and we were like strangers to each other. Talk, get to k...

hai!! i'm zaman, that's my short name in senior high school, actually my name is zahra amanda but there's also someone named zahra, that's why i like zaman. any people always talk abt mbti or personality, i'm an  ENTP and they say i'm an extroved , i dont know why they say like that, but suddenly i often feel socially exhausted but on the other hand i really like talking with strangers around of me especially with people who give me good feedback, they make me learn about how to interact well with new friend because different time definitely different people:).  i'm just an ordinary person but i really like kind of my self, i like to write, watch films, make a short video (this is for challange my self with english), and workout. long time ago i have podcast in spotify but until now i don't have idea to upload anymore, why did i make a podcast account there? i used to get inspiration from one of the video on the tiktok, the point is "if you have pot...